15:47 Tuesday – Weird feeling of loss and insecurity, wondering where it went wrong. What went wrong, what did I do. Whilst not being sure exactly what the source of the insecurity was. The word “solidarity” rolled round my head, not sure with whom, or why, to what end and what benefits.

Elements of rage and confusion.

Dinner with friends later if I can get across town. What happened to the friend of the past five years? Was it truly so transient, as Jax would say? If I'd have known I wouldn't have paid so much. And how can I get to Charing Cross?